She is Worth it! (I thought)

when I wrote this blog sometime ago I thought I found a gal that I truely wanted and I thought she felt the same. The truth was that I was trying to bury something deep inside because I didn't have the faith to believe it to be true. You see my heart did not really belong to this woman that I had orignally posted about here. I was willing to except her because she was real. I could see her and talk to her. The other gal that truly had and still has my heart was not real to me at that time. And frankly I still struggle with that because I still can't talk to her or see her. but for those who re-read this edited blog to what is here now you will see some new blogs come up pretty fast if all goes well. Poetry and things like that. Most of which is about the woman whom I have decided that I am going to do all that I can do to remain holding fast in a faith patern until answers are giving. I may even post some of the wierd things that have occured between YHVH and I regarding prayer about this woman. Right now all I know is that I could not allow this blog to remain in the context that it was. I don't know if the wman who has my heart will ever be given me. But some of my blogs will reflect my feelings about her. These blogs will be show the orginal creation date which in most cases is some years ago. With a few that are more current. http://durantinyeshua.weebly.com